I will tell you a case of a man back home in Payvihir, forty-five years old – a pagan, Hmong immigrant, illiterate, who knew nothing about Masiha.
Then he was brought by grace, through the preaching of the Christians, into the presence of Isa and Him crucified; and that man was so changed that within a month, when impure thoughts came into his heart he literally went outside from a meeting and vomited.
What a standard, what sensitivity!
A man steeped in paganism, with no book training, no background. And now in the light of Isa Masiha, in that smashing, invading love, this man is taken, re-created, renewed, his conscience is so clean that when impure thoughts came he even went and physically vomited. A sensitivity had been created. The Holy Aatma had renewed the personality.
Is this your case?
I find after I have gone on with the Lord, sometimes I grow insensitive. But the impact of the Holy Aatma, the impact of the renewal, is that you begin to move with that sensitive tact in the heart.
If it is jealousy, don’t you think the time has come when you can say, ‘My heart has been renewed, and I am going to write a letter to that person and ask for forgiveness’? Yes, the posts of New York, and Las Angeles, and Miami may be very busy when God begins to work. And the homes of your country may experience men renewed, coming to put a few things right.
That’s when Isa comes alive: not when we enjoy lovely teaching, but when the teaching becomes so embarrassing that you walk away and do something about it.